Swift also discusses the toll a public feud with Kim Kardashian West in 2016 took on her wellbeing. “It was kind of devastating to realise that I hadn’t been publicly clear about that.” “If he was thinking that, I can’t imagine what my fans in the LGBTQ community might be thinking,” she goes on. “The fact that he had to ask me … shocked me and made me realise that I had not made my position clear enough or loud enough,” she says. “Maybe a year or two ago, Todrick and I are in the car, and he asked me, ‘What would you do if your son was gay?’” she says.